Archive for May, 2001

my teachers are insane

May 25, 2001

anyone care to help me write an english paper and//or do pre-cal math?
c’mon… you know you wanna….


eric you better fucking read this

May 23, 2001

do you have absolutely no fucking respect for me?
you are such an incredible asshole when you*re drunk.
so do me a favour, NEVER FUCKING CALL ME AGAIN when you are drunk. actually, don*t even TALK to me at all when you*ve even had one beer. because i*m FUCKING SICK of dealing with your shit.
when i say DON*T call me at 3am, that is not a fucking open invitation to call REPEATEDLY. that*s fucking harassment plain and simple. and this isn*t the first time it*s happened.
i do NOT fucking appreciate you calling me at all hours of the night only to let the phone ring, hang up, and call back several times.
be fucking thankful for your sake that i didn*t write this last night. because compared to what i had to say last night, this is putting it sweetly.
so basically- fuck off. you have shown fucking disrespect and a half, and i*m completely pissed off that someone could be that fucking inconsiderate.
i have stuff to do and i need sleep to do that shit and when i say DON*T CALL ME AT 3AM I MEAN DONT FUCKING CALL ME

i dreamt i had insomnia

May 23, 2001

oh wait, i didn*t dream it. i fucking can*t sleep
it*s like almost 3am i took 4 sleeping pills at 11:30pm and wow i*m so not even the slightest bit tired.
i want to go to sleeeeep.
this is so unfair.

I GOT MY CAR!!!!!!!!

May 22, 2001

I GOT MY CAR!!!!!!!!

ahhhh yeaaaaah

May 21, 2001

i loooooove my life!!!
so i was lookin at this car to buy. absolutely beautiful. the car i*d had my eye on for two years. fully loaded. but outta my price range. so i made the guy an offer almost a thousand dollars below what he was asking, because it was my last hope, and he said no…
well, he called me back today and after thinking over my offer, he accepted it.
i am getting my car. finally. my fucking dream car.
and i couldn*t be happier.

i live a charmed life

May 20, 2001

yeah. i do. it*s weird. whenever i want something, and i want it bad enough, it happens…
i*ve been wanting another piercing for a long time now. i haven*t gotten a new once since maybe october ’00. but i can*t afford to get one because i have to pay for my car. today my piercer called. he*s home from college and wanted to know if i wanted anything done for free because he needs portfolio work done… (this offer was also extended to my friends, so if any of you are gonna be around my house saturday… lmk). cool huh? =)
and then… i need money to pay for my car, because i can*t really afford anything with what i*ve got. i need about $1,000 more. so i was sitting in the dining room with my mother and outta nowhere, i decide to look where we keep the bills, because i wanted to check my bank account info. and outta nowhere, i find $700 worth of bonds in my name from when i was little that my father oddly enough “fogot” to tell me about (he was going to cash them himself and never tell him. i found this out when i confronted him. dick)
fuckin weird huh?


May 19, 2001

bored bored bored.
i*m fucking sick of being bored.
i*m bored with being bored.
i*m fucking bored of sitting here.
i*m fucking bored of doing nothing because i am broke.
i*m fucking bored of people.
and i*m fucking bored of new york.
i need to get the fuck outta here.
and i*m bored with saying fuck.
…defiance said it best
“i hate everything, i fucking hate it all
i hate everyone, i fucking hate you all.”

dammit fred learn to drive

May 19, 2001

i*m so giggly right now. but it*s no surprise, i have the craziest adventures with da drunk girls.
j-nut and kim came over at like 1130 wit fred (frank) and uhh we went on a mission and a half to find cigarettes. for some reason it took us 45 minutes to find a store even though there is one 4 blocks from my house. we wound up like 3 towns away at a 711. word. then this car of like, weirdass kids pulled up, one went inside and his friends drove away without him (haha mad dick) and the kid walks out and looks all confused so we pulled up and was like ‘yo get in the car we*ll drive ya wherever’ (its like 1215 by then) and the kid acted all scared so we were trying to convince him to get in the car for like 5 minutes and his friends came back cause they realised they forgot him. they pulled into a parking space and fred was drivin j-nut*s car so we parked right behind them just to be stupid and see if they would hit our car when they backed out and ahaha the idiots did. i mean how can you not see a car with its headlights shining in your rearview when you back up?? man it was so funny. so they hit ou
r car and we were laughin like hell so we just drove off and then we went to the waffle house and i ate some guy*s waffle cause i had no money and i was really hungry we rode on the little kid carosel outside for a quarter. and now it*s 230am.
the end.

mad bored.

May 18, 2001

so i just got home from yet another week of driver*s ed. my road test is one month from today. i was talkin to the driver*s-ed-teacher-guy today and turns out he*s crazy into first wave ska. i can*t wait till i get my car. i need to get the hell outta this town, and that*s the easiest way to do so. and i can*t wait to get back to work so i can pay off my car. heh.
this summer is gonna be great. i love my job, so that*s a plus. and now i*m going to have the freedom to go wherever, whenever (more so than before)… i can*t wait. but as for now, i am mad bored 😉

drunk girls

May 17, 2001

so a couple hours ago i*m sitting in my room burning some cd*s for a friend, and my fone rings. it was janyt, and she says to me “me and kim left you a present outside your front door, go look what it is” and hangs up. now, knowning janyt for a while, and thinking of what the two of them have left on my stoop as “presents” in the past, i was kinda scared… but i went downstairs and opened the door and it was the two of them lying on my doormat.