numbness does not equal hatred.

i*m sorry i said i didn*t feel anything anymore.
you know that*s not true.
despite everything has been done and said,
i will always love you.
you know that.
and i don*t know why you ever doubted it.
it*s just that i can*t allow myself to feel anything for you anymore, because you hurt me too much, the pain was too great. and so in order to move on, i just stopped allowing myself to feel anything. be it good or bad. i don*t feel that way about you anymore. but i also do not wish anything bad on you. i would never. i want only the best for you.
but i have had to stop caring in order to survive.

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