ps. lex has the worlds most gorgeous front mount. his car is so shexy i wanna lick it.
(happy now? =P )

i can*t think of a subject.

back in good old illadelphia
got in around 130, unpacked for a long ass time… took a nap for an hour, hung out with sharon… around 830 lex came to pick me up and he took me to a lovely, wonderful dinner at my favorite restaurant… olive garden. this prolly doesn*t matter to anyone but the waiter guy served me//us wine without asking if we were “of age”. lex is, i am not at all. haha. rock on. way for me to be in college and look “mature”… anyway. got back around 1230. and now, time for sleep cause i start classes again tomorrow. blah.

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okay so where did i leave off?
…monica took the train up from drexel to here on friday to come chill. we went out street racing that night. it was decent i guess, i hadn*t been out there in a while cause i haven*t been home… saw some nice cars… first gen RX7, two supras, an FD3S, turbo this and that, and the icing– a black evo8. first time i*ve seen one on the streets. anyway, i got pretty heated over the fact that a lot of the guys (not my boys of course) were being gay and we didn*t actually get any racing done till about 2am… and to top it off we were at the spot that i *hate* b/c it*s over in patchogue and it*s a pretty well traveled road for that time of the night and pretty out in the open as well. anyway, so we get in a couple of races, and of cours a bunch of pigs show up, and we all split. they even had a police helicopter and searchlight and shit on us. hardcore this time.
today, i was supposed to go to lakeside to see mo and go riding, but monica hasn*t been feeling well and she got really sick and had to go to the hospital, and we spent the good part of the day driving
around trying to get prescriptions for her and shit. finally did around 5, and she took a nap so i went over to the barn anyway. it was pouring rain so i only rode mo for like 10 mins around the ring just cause i missed him so much. hung out with everyone for a while, saw all my babies… i miss mo. i hadn*t seen him in fuckin seven months. i seriously need to go riding hardcore *soon*.
anyway, back to philly tomorrow…
thanks to everyone who hooked it up with tha good times while i was back, much love to all of you.

i want the sex and i want it NOW.
grrr.

cause i know you*re reading this…

haha i *so* know you*re reading this.
whattup bill.
me and him went out for coffee last night from like 2-5am, hadn*t seen eachother in over a year.
yeah i actually had a good time, weird huh. 😉

i love my friends…

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PointSplat2: aaaaaaiiiinsssssslllllleeeeyy *vrooom psssh*
ainsley127: hehe best song ever
PointSplat2: theres your song hehe
Ny BmX: there should be more girls like you
ainsley127: haha no way
ainsley127: then i wouldnt be special!

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that was my iguana. she wanted to type on my laptop…

so it*s almost 3am and i can*t sleep because i am crying my fucking ass off because i am in so much pain and i*m afraid to tell my mother because she*ll make me have the surgery this summer and i won*t be able to see motown on saturday and i just wish i could stop hurting…

gsxspooling: I’m jsut the beat
gsxspooling: your the whole damn song

grrr

they were expecting rain and thundershowers today.
me and alana were expecting to ride.
i went out to jericho to get her around 430 and we drove to the barn by connetquot park. by the time we got there, got the horses tacked, and were ready to go, it was about 6 oclock and starting to get dark… she rode some morgan horse and i rode her horse tanq. i*ve never ridden him before he was absolutely lovely. one of the nicer horses i*ve been on in a while. we only got to ride for about 40 minutes before we had to go back to the barn because connetquot park is 3,200 acres and it was getting stormy out… but we got a good run in and a couple jogs so i was happy. we got back around 645, put the horses away and split around 7. two seconds later, the sky opened up it was pitch black out and it started pouring. so we got *really* lucky… anyway.
i feel absolutely horrible. i love riding more than anything. i am never as happy as when i am on the back of a horse, running through the woods… but the second i dismounted, i almost collapsed. even 40 minutes of bullshit trail riding my ankle couldn*t handle, i c
ouldn*t put any weight on it… the drive home which was almost two hours was excruciating. my back was stiffening up… i couldn*t put any weight at all on my ankle so i don*t know how i even managed to keep my foot on the gas… honestly i almost passed out on route106 from the pain… and i*m miserable.
i*m laying in bed right now, i can*t move my back and i can*t stand up. i have shooting pains up the side of my leg that i feel as if i will pass out. i fucking hate this. i hate not being able to ride anymore. i hate it i hate it i hate it.