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so. yeah. today was eventful. much to my suprise.
after the hair-cutting drama, i went down to buckley field to watch a screening of bringin down the house (my school always does fun cheesy things like that) then when i got back to my dorm i reallly felt like goin out again so me and monica hit up AXP cause it was casino night. they were givin away mad prizes like a 5disc dvd player… i wont a large free pizza from a local place. score. that*ll come in handy during finals week. i love the AXP boys they*re all such sweeties. jeremey was all mackin it to me haha thanks boy way to make me feel shexy. anyway. rob txtmsgd me later he was at some club but wanted to stop by. so he came here at like 2am… he just like, its like 430, and i am soooo ready for *sleep*.
❤

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today i got angry and hacked some of my hair off.

(s)he*s not rachum.
i love friends. the wisdom is neverending.

the epitome of laziness? i think so.
me and sharon were doing what we do best, hangin out in my bed watching tv. monica came in. turns off the tv. walks out. me and sharon started yelling for her to come back because, well, the remote was all the way on the other bed! haha. soooo. i had my cellphone and i called like 5 people pretending i was upset and convinced them to come up to my room and turn the tv on for us. haha. it worked too! me and sharon, we are *evil* but oh-so-clever.

look at what monica bought me!!!

a whole magazine about drifting!!
<3monica<3

look at what monica bought me!!!

a whole magazine about drifting!!
<3monica<3

honestly?
i kinda miss it.
yeah i miss the closeness, the companionship, the crazy adventures…
but i definitly DON*T miss being played, being lied to, being used.
i do, however, regret wasting my time.
it really sucks that something that good had to turn to such shit, and so quickly, but hey, some people are just shady and i should learn to stay away from these people…
people that don*t have the balls to say things to my face are so not worth my time.
my days are numbered.

it sucks sometimes… you find out things you weren*t supposed to know… and it only reinforces a decision you didn*t want to make, but you did… i had my mind set on something, and then i was convinced that i shouldn*t shut it out… but now the only thing i regret is letting it back in.

blah. what a crappy day. i still feel like absolute ass from my little hospitaltrip this weekend. i had a 7page paper due today. and i had a calculus exam today that was absolutely painfully horrid. i actually drew a little sad face with a tear as one of my answers… oh well.

but the sex is so good…