i think i figured it out
before this happened, i remember him saying something about how ‘it would be easier for both of us’ if i left while we were on bad terms or if i was angry or something. i tried to explain to him that that is a bad idea and that it would actually make things worse… and that i did NOT want to leave on bad terms.
but it looks like he is going with the origional plan… i wish it wasn’t this way. what i can’t figure out however is, i’m not mad at him at all, and i have absolutely no animosity towards him…
i can deal with missing him and i can deal with the pain of losing my best friend, all i want is for him to be truely happy…

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