i had a first last night.
i said NO to hotrob.
apparently he got word i was back in philly and called me at 2am wanting to “hang out”
meaning, have our old kind of fun
i told him nope sorry, no can do, i have a boyfriend and i don’t want to be with anyone else nor do i want to mess things up with him
he got pissed off.
i’ve never said no to him for anyone.
but this time it was so easy.
and i honestly didn’t have any desire to be with him.
i’d say i’m surprised at myself, but i’m not. not at all.

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